Sometimes things get so bad that you have no choice but to grow. Being backed against a wall always finds me options. There have been times when I thought that my only options were dead or jail. Many times. Words kill. Be impeccable with your words. Here I was starving. All of my options had been taken away…or attempted to be. I wasn’t allowed to have money and was stashed in Malibu. Sounds fantastic but there wasn’t food in the house. I was literally starving here. Don’t do this to someone’s child. So many times I have been tortured for NO REASON. I look back at the pictures where I looked the best. They were my most miserable times. I don’t think that I look good here, I look anorexic. The only thing that I can say for anorexia is that you have a completely clear head. In that case, what you need will easily come. You will see your path. Make a wish, say it out loud, and just say ABRACADABRA. If your wish is in line with the universe, it will be granted.
Remember what you must do when they undervalue you, when they think your softness is your weakness, when they treat your kindness like it’s their advantage. You awaken every dragon, every wolf, every monster that sleeps inside you and you remind them what hell looks like when it wears the skin of a gentle human.